Untitled Poem

I didn’t want to fall,
I didn’t want to lose control,
I didn’t want to hurt this much,
I didn’t know that this could happen again,
I fell, I lost control, I got hurt & I let it happen yet again
I thought it was different,
I thought I could trust,
I let my guard down, 
I was once again proven wrong,
I give more than I should,
I do more than most,
I tend to forgive to easily and shatter very quickly, 
That face with a smile is formed out of habit,
while those eyes of mine hide the inner truth.
I’m a shofty at heart who does her best to stay afloat, 
yet those pesky demons and inner thoughts drag me down, 
My body is young, 
My heart it’s weak, 
I constantly fight back the urge to tweak, 
My spirit is old, 
My life is young, 
While the life I live hasn’t even begun, 
We like to say that is life a mystery, 
Something played out day by day, 
but if you look towards the future you’ll clearly see, 
part of you and me from the past history,
we’ve hopefully learned over time each year, 
THAT YOU’LL FALL TOO HARD, 
THAT YOU’LL GET HURT MANY TIMES, 
YOU’LL LOSE CONTROL ALONG WAY,
BUT…
YOU’LL KNOW IN THE END THAT EVERYTHING YOU’VE DONE YOU FELT FOR THAT SINGLE MOMENT WHAT LIFE WAS LIKE WITH… 
NO PAIN, 
NO HURT, 
and TO GIVE
and ACCEPT WITH LITTLE CONTROL…
and that right there is life
-A.Hatt Poetry!
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